Monday, May 02, 2005
lol...i wonder if i could blog in chi...nvm...haha....just curious....i went around the few usual blogs i went to den i saw this thing tht greatly disappointed me...maybe i m paraniod..maybe i m not looking at the big picture...n tht person is not doing any clarification wad so ever so its realli left to my own assumption...i mean like....my hypothesis tells me tht somewhere in there he is annoyed tht i didnt side him...another thing tht bemuses me is...y is he even pissed in the 1st place...madness....n the thing tht realli disappoints me is tht after 4 years of friendship...he could still say this sort of thing...maybe it isnt true...but looking at the way i m treated...n looking at the circumstances...this may just be the case...maybe i blame myself for offending him too often last time...but i realli mean no harm...just abit of over irritation...i dun realli hurt a his feelings n stuff...unless i get pissed of course...but thts another thing...i mean like the truth is laid out for u n u refuse to take it...u stand up for wad u tink is right n not realli wad the truth is...u take advice as thou someone was criticising u...maybe all of us r like tht...but isnt friendship all bout helping one another out...to change for the better....good friendship change one for the better....bad friendship turn one for the worst....i feel tht my frens r nice ppl...u can say neither good nor bad...but some of them r just....ya...dun u tink tht we shud do away with shallow friendship cus they giv so much stress? but den again....how can there be a strong friendship when there is no training n testing...just like how do u noe how much knowledge u hav untill someone ask u about it or how can u build a deep hole without 1st building a shallow hole but den as the hole grows deeper...the sand get damper n more insecure....it is not only after a period of being under the sun tht it becomes firm?....its not an EQ IQ or DUmex thing....
i m not making much sense haha...just soe thoughts....
|cowpoo| 7:14 PM|
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